Chameleon Soul

Namun. "Detik tidak pernah melangkah mundur, tapi kertas putih itu selalu ada. Waktu tidak pernah berjalan mundur dan hari tidak pernah terulang tetapi pagi selalu menawarkan cerita yg baru. Untuk semua pertanyaan yang belum sempat terjawab. Love. Life. Line." -R&C

v     “It hurts to look at the clouds, but it also helps, like most things that cause pain. So I need to run, and as my lungs burn and my back rebels with that stabbing knife feeling and my legs muscles harden and the half inch of loose skin around my waist jiggles, I feel as though my penance for the day is being done and that maybe God will be pleased enough to lend me some help, which I think is why He has been showing me interesting clouds for the past week.”

Was here for the belly pork. Tapi talupa mau gambar tu makanan. Haha. #lunchbreak #kasikawanurangmakanba 

Lunch with mum at Donggongon Square. #yesterday #latepost #foodporn #soup #manuk

Soft Lipstick Hadiah dari mama. Tau jg dia color yg sy suka. Ammuuahhh!

Updated my ios. Found out this "selfies" folder. Hastagaaa mau pingsan jg la nampak semuaaa my own selfie. LOL

[Verse 1: Jess Glynne] You're giving me right, You're giving me wrong You're selling me something that I'll never own You're giving me hope, You're leaving me cold You're telling me nothing, I don't already know You taught me to gamble, and told me we'd win So I took all I had, and I put in all in My heart is here freezing, as my tears fill my bowl And I'm finally tasting alone [Chorus: Jess Glynne] This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted The saddest vanilla and I don't wanna waste it Sat at an ice cream parlour You went and broke my heart yeah Now I'm the saddest vanilla [Verse 2: Emeli Sande] You're giving me light, you're giving me dark You told me the ending, right at the start You're giving me something I shouldn't get used to You're giving me blackout, you're giving me see-through You tease me with heaven, you're giving me hell You starte

Travel The Reason Are: To learn, Have adventures, To be anonymous, Life is too short, Meeting new people, To feel more alive, To know yourself better, To challenge yourself, Experience different cultures To not look back and wonder, what if?

It's now or never, Don't overthink, just let it go. And never, ever, stop for anyone. Live while we're young.

People can be cruel, and sometimes they will be. People can hurt you and break your heart, and sometimes they will. But only YOU can allow them to continuously hurt you. Value yourself enough to choose to spend time with people who treat you the way you treat them. Know your worth. Know when you have had enough. And move on from the people who keep chipping away at your happiness. 

Good Jesus, Artist of our Souls, we need Your healing touch. Disappointments, disillusionment and betrayals have discolored our soul. We are brokenhearted because we expect so much; we sense the beautiful portrait of our life has been ruined. We have lost faith in ourselves as Your dwelling place and Your image – as the canvas where You are painting beauty. We don’t let your inclusive and colorful love define us. We let hurts and anger harden our hearts, and transmit them to others. Our self-pity explodes in self-destructive ways or in violent attitudes, judgments, words and silence toward others. In the heavy emptiness of our hearts, we let power, privilege, prestige and plenty define us and justify our less-than-true selves. Like St. Therese, help us transcend the heartbreaking disappointments of life and embrace the holy opportunities that are Your grace everywhere. Touch our brokenness, Lord Jesus. Your suffering and death opened You to God and the salvation of all. Transform

Ini game betul2 bikin parah utak pagi2. Haha. Tapi nda mau stop sb tdk puas hati nda dapat solved. Mcm chit! 

You're the light, You're the night, You're the color of my blood (singing). Depression melanda.  Huhu. What can i do? Nothing.  I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily, and care too much. Always remind myself: We met for a reason, either it's a blessing or a lesson (again).

12.00 noon sharp. Incoming calls dari kawan baik sy. Mcm dia tau2 saja sy tengah kelaparan. Haha. 

This photo was taken during one of our good friend's wedding. Samson & Lilian.

Weekend activity. Visiting an old house. Abondoned. 

Stuck in traffic jammed. It's 8.20 a.m on wednesday. Haha.

7.30 a.m: Started my day by wearing my Red sleeveless shirt because i dont want it to be my Blue Monday kaboo. And its make up free day. Actually im too lazy to put some extra colors on my face today. Haha.  12.00 noon: Going out for lunch with beng & syaza. Then i realized, there's an oil spot on my shirt! What the chicken! Luckily i did bring my cardigan and cover it up.  And here's some of our photos at Old Town Cafe, Karamunsing Capital. I just loves taking photos, so excuse my obsession.  During working time, im whatsapp'ing with my babu'G(tangtang). And we decided to meet up this evening. She wants to give me "ole-ole" from Penang. Am waiting for the "Tambun". Haha. And i tell her about my shirt, she decided to lend me some of her shirt. She even sent me a photo of the shirt whether i like it or not. I just said "apa-apa saja yg penting muat". Haha.  6.30 p.m: Out from the office. Gonna pick-up babu'G a

Strolling at Nexus Resort, Karambunai. Went here for a couple of drinks.  With ah beng. And she's eating like that.. Mmm okay!  And we end our weekend with chilling and watching the sun setting out.

Starting point. Those days were magic. 

Reason to be here. The importance of life. 

"When life has cut too deep and left you hurting The future you had hoped for is now burning And the dreams you held so tight lost their meaning And you don't know if you'll ever find healing You're gonna make it You're gonna make it And the night can only last for so long Whatever you're facing If your heart is breaking There's a promise for the ones who just hold on Lift up your eyes and see The sun is rising The sun is rising Every high and every low you're gonna go through You don't have to be afraid I am with you In the moments you're so weak you feel like stopping Let the hope you have light the road you're walking You're gonna make it You're gonna make it The night can only last for so long Whatever you're facing If your heart is breaking There's a promise for the ones who just hold on Lift up your eyes and see The sun is rising Even when you can't imagine how How you're ever gonna find your way out E

Gambar - Semasa SYD-Ranau 2008 Hehe.Gila.Punya best smlm.Hehe.Sa,Ec,Syl & beng kami stay druma beng.Haha.Gila oO.Actually mau p men futsal tp x jadi cz suma kwn2 bz.Ada yg p buayan & ada yg dgn keja masing2.Hehe.Hujan lg time tu.Tp xpala.Hehe.Cz kami enjoy juga druma c beng.Haha.Mmg enjoy!!Lucu lg.Kami mcm gila ja ni.Dgr music smbil menari2.Then c beng masak lg utk kami.Hehe.(Tq beng.Ko masak mmg sadapppp bha.Hee)Then sa minum lg wine.Wawawa.Best oO.Smbil2 tu kami plan lg utk bday sa yg coming soon.Tulis list org2 yg akan d-invite nnt,minuman yg mau dibeli & lain2.Haha.C syl la yg jd tukang tulis konon.Hehe.Lucu la kami time tu.Ketawa smpai mau pacah perut.Smpai c beng skit perut lg ni.Haha.Entahla.Susa mau ckp kelucuan yg berlaku masa tu.Haha.Then,after beberapa jam c beng pun hantar la sa pulang.Lebih kurang jam 9++la.Hehe.Then,ada lg perkara yg paling lucu.Time naik kereta c beng tiba2 kami terhidu bau tai kucing ni.Haha.Gila oO.X tahan kami ni.Bau btl.Haha

Change isn't part of the process; it is the process. The bad news: NOTHING is PERMENANT. The good news: NOTHING is PERMENANT too.

La vita è bella.  Disclaimer: Photos are not mine.  

I never thought I'd love anything, until I found you, Leo. Who has always been there for me eventhough distance seperate us but you are never out of my view. I'm so happy and grateful that you're in my life now. With all of my love Happy Birthday, my MAN!  Kawan gaduh sy sb selalu bikin panas. But he always made me laugh even time sy kapanas.  P/s: I love you, Leo. La vita è bella. 

But remember, La vita è bella.